Well we are now in 2015 and to be very true I had a mixed starting .. On one hand I had taken a jump on the professional side but on other my relationship soured..
and in between all this I missed being among my social life, I missed my friends on the new year, i was pissed off with the kind of excuse (may be Genuine) my frnd bhupi presented and we had to call off our manali trip.. Or a get together which went down the line all because of him and i named him GROUP DROHI..
This story is of a girl who had big dreams not from herself but from her so-called boyfriend(she never accepted his proposal)
On my way back from Bulandshahr to ghaziabad . Bulandsahar (is a dstrict in west UP) where i was planted by the company to serve as the erp implementer and trainer. I met a girl in bus who was completly lost in her mobile, as soon as i had a glimpse on her screen I figured out she was lost in the pic of a smart looking boy (being a boy i cant say much about him) SHe caught me looking at her screen and i pretended as if i had not seen anything….
he is the guy i loved the most, She said
Has he ditched you??? I asked
No I never accepted his proposal, she replied
saying this much he thrown her phone on the floor of the bus and started crying. I being sitting beside her came frward to pick up d phone. In between this the whole bus was looking towards us an their main focus was on me a if I am Kasab.
I clearly figured out the whole bus was taking me a the reason of this whole mess up.
Hi! Shreya, She introduced herself
Hello I am Yogi,
after a brief introductory session,
Dear he was not your boyfriend, and as per you, you never accepted his proposal, now crying over this is just the waste of time. You should go and talk to him, I advised
I cant talk to him either, she replied
As much i know about love, if he truly loved you he can never turn you down, i replied.
You dnt know how i behaved with him, She replied showing her anger on herself
May be it was rude, but if he truly loved you he will accept you watever may be the conditions, I sugested.
You want to listen to my story, she asked
Sure why not, jus to kill time I replied…….
Before moving ahead I would love to describe Shreya:
She is a bubbly girl with a medium height(ideal Indian height), chubby cheeks, pinkish lips, lightish brown eyes and a dimple she most probably stole from Drew Barrymore. She has got flesh but on right places no one can call her fat, Instead she is the Indian version of Elisha Cuthbert.
I LOVED APPLE, HE HAD NOKIA
It was the first day of our college, I have got admission cum scholarship in the prestigious Hindu College of Delhi University. Being from a lower middle class family of a small town Shamli which is about 100 kms away from my college. I had to stay in Delhi with a pg accommodation. Since my childhood my wishes were never fulfilled because a girl was treated as praya dhan in our society. After a lot of arguments & because of my mother’s efforts I was able to come to Delhi and of course I have great marks….
Being in physics honours was itself a big thing to feel proud
After settling me in my pg room my mother with wet eyes bid me goodbye and rushed towards the railway station as she had to catch 2:30 pm train..
She was the only one who came to drop me, my brother my father all were against my decision…
With me I had brought a lot of dreams to Delhi , being rich was above everything…
Next day was my college n I was a bit nervous as I entered the premises…..
Hey you fresher come here, shouted a boy most probably senior.
Yes sir
You have taken admission in physics honours, he asked
Yes sir, I replied
Preserve your ‘sir’ for the seniors, I am your batch mate,
I hit him with my book, sorry , but how do you know that I am from physics honors
Arey I was beside you when you were applying for the course
Ohhh by the way I am Shreya,
Hi I am Anchit, where are you from?
I am from Shamli, you?
I am from Bulandshahr, a district around 60-70 kms from here..
After the formal introduction we went ahead for the class…
Being with Anchit I didn’t knw how the year passed by, we were like the best buddies, sometimes he use to come to drop me home after college or after late night movie. He pampers me a lot, like carrying my bags when I had to leave for shamli, always stood by my side when I had arguments with the bunch of boys who use to eve tease on every passing girl
I never had feelings for him but don’t know how and when he started liking me,
Finally after a year, one day he proposed me and I avoided him by jus saying DT we are good friends and I have never thought of relationship with anyone, but if I ll ever have a bf DT will b you….
We settled with the friends only tag…
There was a badass boy Tejasv who was always involved in fighting drinking and everything that can make him bad…
One day we were on Anchit’s bike when that brat along with his friends in his pajero pushed us away from the road and we almost fell down.
Tomorrow I am gonna teach that bloody rascal how to drive, I said
Don’t be fool they must be drunk, Anchit defended
They are drunk that means they have the license to kill anyone, I said
Chhod kal bat krenge,
The next day I saw Tejasv at the cigarette shop, I went to him.
Do you wan a cigarette, he asked
I slapped him tightly, and moved aside
He followed me
Hey hey who do you think you are, he asked stopping me
I am Shreya and don’t you dare to mess up with me, I replied with my eyes red
You know who I am, he asked
What I have to do with that,
I can bloody purchase you, tell me what you charge for the night, I have got a good money 5k, 10k, 25k bol jaldi…..
Ohhh really may be your father must have purchased your mother like that only..
He raised his hand and Anchit defended in between and tried to sort out the matter
BC go and take your fucking gf out of my sight and ask her not to mesh with Tejasv….
Six months passed by and Tejasv was out of the scene
A hot guy entered the premises with his Audi….
Every girl was like going mad for him…
Hey your friend Tejasv returned back to the college … Anchit tried to tease me..
Buzz off Anchit, I don’t wanna see his fucking face and you please stop talking about him…
Moments later Tejasv was in front of me pleading to forgive him..
Its perfectly olryt yr ….. You didn’t matter to me and may never…
Hey buddy, ask your gf to forgive me.,.. He asked Anchit
Excuse me, we are not bf gf… Jus close friends..
Finally after a week I and Anchit allowed him to spend time with us… We started hanging out in his audi …. Movies pubs discothèques,
We three became like good friends… Always together… Tejasv has almost stopped drinking… Anchit and I were drifting apart because of the presence of Tejasv… We were coming close …
Hey Anchit kahan h yr, I rang him up and asked him..
M ghar hu yr, bta kya hua
I have to tell you something important, come right now to my place…
Coming baby doll….
Tejasv proposed me, I told him showing the diamond ring he presented while proposing
And what you said, he asked curiously
Yes of course…
But you said if you will ever have a bf that will be me..
Yr plz listen I like him… And he is very good towards me…
Don’t u fucking like me, m I not good towards you.. I love you since the day you came here to apply…. Or is it because he proposed you with a diamond ring and I did it with a rose?? He has four wheels and I have I have two….
Plz yr don’t be angry…. There is nothing like that..
Jus forget it…. Saying that he left without even listening to me…
Anchit started staying away from me n I too didn’t cared with Tejasv around me….
The final day of college….
I was enjoying the last day in the company of Tejasv and his friends and planned for the night out India Gate …..
Tejasv was drunk and was driving at comparatively high speed and was in no mood to slow down I too was enjoying the speed… All of a sudden he drove off a biker from the road and the biker fell on the divider … We were very nervous and decided To run away without even caring of the biker ….through this incident my parents came to know about Tejasv and after a lot of yes and no they agreed …. I along with Tejasv moved to Mumbai where he was supposed to handle his father’s office … His father is a builder and mainly works from Delhi only… So he went ahead and handled the Mumbai office.. He was good at leadership and handled it well.. But slowly slowly he started drinking like he used to ….
I went through a lot of miscarriages and was not in condition to conceive another baby… But I thought may be after getting a child Tejasv may give up all the bad habits ….
While I was pregnant with my son Ridan and was in the 7th month of pregnancy one day Tejasv went on gulping pegs after pegs and he asked me to bring more ….
I said its 12 in the night how am I suppose to go…. Cant you I am not in condition??
But he hadn’t listened even a single word and pushed me out of the home ….
For the whole night I was at the door of the apartment….
After two months of that incident I gave birth to my son…. I almost came out of the jaw of death as physically I was not able to bear the child…
I waited for two years for Tejasv to leave all the bad habits but there seem no improvement… I left him in the summer of 2013 after being married for almost seven years….
I wish I would not have rejected Anchit, probably I would not have got this much hurt…
That’s it …. My story…
You never tried to contact him through all these years… I asked
I searched each social network so that I can ask him to forgive me but he last visited his profile in back 2005… Messaged him a lot … But a reply will come when anyone will visit the profile, I am a government teacher in DAV Degree College and Bulandshahr is only because of Him… Shreya replied
I feel sorry for you… But do remain in contact I live in ghaziabad only…. I said and we exchanged contact numbers…
After that I started visiting her apartment playing with his son Ridaan became my weekend schedule.. She often visit my home to meet my parents….
A fine morning while sitting in my office my phone beeped and it was Shreya’s message on whatsapp… It read please come down to A-97 DM colony road…. Please its urgent…. The address was of her rented apartment ….
I ran up to there and asked her what’s the matter…
She showed me the message from Anchit which read …
Hey I missed being around you… Hope you are having a happy life with that bastard… How is your child(if have)… Wish you a great life ahead ….
Yogi see he messaged me on fb after around 10 long years…
Saying this she had tears in her eyes and she couldn’t control them. They rolled down her cheeks..
Ask him the number, I suggested
She sent her the message asking his number….
But no reply came, the day passed by and she havent stepped away from the computer,
Second day passed by, still no messages
Third, fourth like that the whole month but no messages…. She thought she has lost the contact with him for another seven years…
But she still is hopeful that one day he will message him…
She now seems somewhat lost … Her day starts with opening her fb and checking for his messages and ends with the same…. She has got dark circles around her eyes, by the day she hasn’t got any message she thought that she lost him but now she found him and again lost him…
Year passed by and one day she got fed up reading the same message again and again for the complete year… She closed herself in the room dropped down some wine through her throat and started shouting .. Ridaan got really scarred and rang me .. I went there…. She went mad …
Yelling all her frustration …. Can’t you forgive me, just a message , I don’t deserve this much.. I know I was at the wrong side of the river .. But you simply get aside this is what you call friendship..
Through the window hole on the wall closer to the roof I went inside and saw everything was laying down on the ground .. She thrown everything on the ground and was crying badly… I went closer to her to console her…
Yogi, dnt I deserve to be forgiven… I was mad, I know but I should get a chance to say sorry at least…
She walked towards the table and picks her laptop and was about to throw a message beeped …..
It was Anchit, his message read…
Hey baby doll 9891………… Dts my no…. Sorry for the late reply but no one here gets my phone recharged and as I m not able to walk no one even listens to me. Earlier I didn’t had the internet supporting phone . Whatever money I used to get I recharge my phone ….. Please don’t mind .. Sorry tc of yourself
After Reading the message she picked up d phone and dialed his no ….
We reached the address given by Anchit and were literally shocked after looking him….
He has lost both his legs in an accident….
How all this has happened ?? I asked him ..
It was the last day of my college I was returning back home a car hit me from the back and I fell on the divider…. I was not able to stand when a speedy truck ran over my lower half, I was there all through the night and no one came for the help n I lost enough blood .. Doctors ultimately have to knife down my legs… Till my father was alive I had no worries but after 2 years of my injury my father passed away leaving me helpless… I have enough property to live on but I couldn’t walk and couldn’t do anything .. Whatever they(brother & sister-in-law)are doing is much more…
Listening to all this Shreya ran out of the house I followed her….
What’s the deal now? I asked
You know whatever he is bearing is because of me, that night the car that hit him from behind was ours, she replied
Hey! Listen you can repent this by taking him with you or you can marry him.. I suggested .
After all the persuasions Anchit was ready to come with us to stay with Shreya..
His family was happy but pretended as if it was a shock for them…
After 2 years…
Its a happy family now.. Ridaan has got a father, Shreya got the one she deserved and repented for her mistakes and Anchit has got his life Shreya back in his life….
Shreya being a teacher attends college, Ridaan goes to school and Anchit being at home cooks for everyone…
Love never fades away… Although Shreya never told him that it was she that night who left her on the road but he knew it was her….
I always wanted you happy, I accept if separation is the cost… Love you Baby….